GOD LOVES YOU! YES!! AND EVEN YOU!!! He Wants the Best For You and Always Will.
John 3:16 - 18 Contemporary English Version (CEV)
16 God loved the people of this world so much that He gave His only son that everyone who has faith in Him will have eternal life and never really die.
17 God did not send His Son into the world to condemn its people. He sent Him to save them!
18 No one who has faith in God’s Son will be condemned. But everyone who doesn’t have faith in Him has already been condemned for not having faith in God’s only Son.
You see, Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior is The Good Shephard.
John 10:7-17 Contemporary English Version (CEV)
7 Jesus said: for certain that I am the gate for the sheep. 8 Everyone who came before me was a thief or a robber, and the sheep did not listen to any of them. 9 I am the gate. All who come in through me will be saved. Through they will come and go and find pasture.10 A thief comes only to rob, kill, and destroy. I came so that everyone would have life, and have it in its fullest. 11 I am the good shepherd, and the good shepherd gives up his life for his sheep. 12 Hired workers are not like the shepherd. They don’t own the sheep, and when they see a wolf coming, they run off and leave the sheep. Then the wolf attacks and scatters the flock. 13 Hired workers run away because they don’t care about the sheep.14 I am the good shepherd. I know my sheep, and they know me. 15 Just as the Father knows me, I know the Father, and I give up my life for my sheep. 16 I have other sheep that are not in this sheep pen. I must bring them together when they hear my voice. Then there will be one flock of sheep and one shepherd.17 The Father loves me, because I give up my life, so that I may receive it back again.
God does love you and wants the best for you. You have tried everything else. Why not give God a try and except the Love He has for you in the person of His Son Jesus Christ.